I am so selfish. I am selfish because I spend so much of my time thinking about if you ever think about me. I guess it is because I don’t want to be the only one missing someone. I guess I like to think that despite us being apart we are still together, together while missing one another. But you don’t miss me. Why would you? I am just another person you met. While you are someone who changed my world. I think about how you meet so many people. They walk into your life and out of your life in a matter of a few months. You don’t remember them. You try, I am sure. You maybe a remember a feeling about them. But you don’t remember their names. You won’t remember my name. Maybe you do still now. Maybe I will be lucky if you remember for a year. But you’ll forget. You’ll forget me just like you forget the others. Even though you promised. Even though you told me you could never forget me. And that is why I like to think there is hope. This little bit of hope you won’t forget me. Would you lie? Would you tell me you wouldn’t forget me if you would? Am I worth remembering? And all I can do is plead with myself that yes I am worth remembering. That I was not just another student. That we did have something more in common. But then I think maybe you were just trying to ease my mind. You probably just saw a young, silly girl with a crush and wanted to ease my mind. But it is so much more than that. I didn’t think it was at first. I hoped so hard it wasn’t anything more than a crush. But it is. It’s love. I love you. I love you and I miss you. And I just wish I could tell you that I love you. Even though it is pointless, even though it would not make a difference. I want to tell you. Because when you love someone, you tell them. You tell them, because love matters. No matter if it is requited or not. No matter how inconvenient it is. I have an ability to love. And I love you. And I know that loving you does not make me foolish. It makes me human. And that it is not something to be ashamed of, but something to embrace. So I am trying to embrace the love I have for you, despite how much it hurts.