Whisper To Me

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I don’t have low confidence I just have this firm belief that no guy will ever think I am “right” for them. As if I am “too much” this or “too little” that and it just sucks.

12 notes "And I was more or less a figment of my own imagination. I no longer saw the person I was but only the person I wanted to become. I tricked myself into seeing someone who inspired me so that I could brave the world alone."

9 notes "And every star in the sky is a kiss I wish to give you. Each a symbol of the days I wish to spend with you."

2 notes "I try really hard to not let my heart get bigger than my head. Some people call it cold, I call it protective."

1 note "I have all the makings to be great, but none of the money."

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Being completely unable to help someone you love is one of the worst feelings in the world.

5 notes "I try not to take it personally - being forgotten. People forget people and things all the time. That’s the sad part of life. It goes on and we forget. But I can’t help but be sad that I was not special enough to be remembered. That I didn’t leave any memories with you worth cherishing. Because I cherish every moment I had with you. It’s a real tragedy, love. Especially the love that isn’t returned. But I don’t regret loving you. You gave me strength when I almost had none. I’m sure you didn’t know how much your words meant to me. But I would give anything for you to tell me them again."

12 notes "Does your body ever just ache for the human touch? A warm hug from the person you love most? A gently kiss to remind you that to someone you are special and that you matter? I guess all I really want in this life is to know what it is like for someone to love me most. I know it’s selfish but I want that. I want to be someone’s special someone. I want to be the person someone else is afraid of losing. I’m always the one who loves most. I guess I just have a lot of love to give. But sometimes I just want to be loved back."

7 notes "And I just worry that you don’t love me like I love you. And that you never did. And that you never could. And I don’t know what is worse actually knowing or the thought that it could all be in my head."

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There is always going to be a part of you that is scared. There will always be a part of you doubting yourself. There will always be the inherent fear that you are not good enough. But when it happens you just push through. If it is late at night you go to sleep. If it is before a big moment you focus on what’s ahead. Stop spending your life being afraid of failure. The only failure I believe there is, is the failure of not trying. Just do. Because if you try, you learn. And life is about learning. Learn as much as you can while you can and remember that each day is a blessing.

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Maybe I was supposed to do more, be more. But would that “more” ever be enough? Would I ever reach the point where you could love me? I couldn’t take that chance. I couldn’t keep hoping that MAYBE on day you would love me. Life is too short to wait around for love.

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I may fall a step behind today but tomorrow I will make three steps forward. Believing in myself more than I ever have before, and I can honestly say it is making me a better person. And for that, I am thankful.

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I want so much more than to just love you. I want to grow with you. I want to hope with you. I want to cry with you. I want to laugh with you. I want to live my life with you. I want love to be a part of everything we do from creating a home together to getting sick together. I want every memory I have to be with you because life is too short to spend another waking moment without you.

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I want to be a person who is not afraid to say “I love you.”

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Sometimes I just find it impossible to understand how we can live in this world filled with so much beauty and laughter at the same time as we live in this world filled with so much pain and anger.